Hi OP, while you're waiting for direct responses here, you may be interested in earlier responses to related questions
I've asked this in 2015, and I feel like I should ask again: Historians, do you get emotional sometimes during research? featuring /u/sunagainstgold; the post links back to Historians, how do you deal with sad moments of History? (written records, images, films, etc)
Historians, how do you deal with the depressing side of history? How do you not get cynical? featuring /u/Astrogator
These posts have all been archived by now, but if you have follow-up questions for any of the posters, just ask here & tag their username to notify them.