How do I not feel like an imposter in grad school?

by FitGuide9665

I’m in a global history MA program that also combines with my undergrad - I’m probably the youngest person in this program right now (22) meaning I’ll have 3 degrees by the time I’m 23. This freak me out. YES I’m proud, excited, and motivated. But I feel like I’m under qualified compared to people who are much older and experienced? My goal is to become a lecturer through a PhD program while teaching adjunct. I want to start publishing some minor articles in journals to establish some experience, profession, and credibility but I feel like I… can’t 😔

ParallelPain

I am not sure if this will help you, but I can tell you I know exactly how you feel. Because I had huge imposter syndrome for the first couple of years as a flair here. It wasn't until the mods and other flairs told me that my research process is the same as many others, and what I thought were sub-quality answers I wrote were definitely up to standard and better than 90% of the crap they remove did I put that feeling behind me. By they way I don't have a MA, and I'm right now preparing for my MA entrance exam which I may very well fail. So you are already better than I am. You may think you're too young and inexperienced, but all I see is someone who's bright and energetic to such an extent to achieve so much at such a young age.

It seems like you already have a goal and a rough idea on how to get there. As long as you remain motivated to keep going you'll be fine.

p38-lightning

I would say pick an area in history you already have a passion for and make some noise about it. I was in a similar situation when I went from a small Southern college to a nationally ranked graduate school. Like you, I felt intimidated at first - but on the other hand I knew my Southern ancestry back to the colonial days and I had several patriot ancestors who fought in the Revolution. My knowledge and advocacy for colonial Southern history made an impression on people and I eventually felt like I had earned a place at the table.